Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Happy Thanksgiving. (:

Happy thanksgiving everyone! I hope everyone has a good one. I know its a day early but who cares? Lol. I am in Hoschton? I think thats how you spell it. I am at my grandmothers like I said I would be, we are still waiting on the Murphy's to get here. 

 I am very thankful for the family and friends I now have. Thanks to everyone that has helped me throughout my life and caring for me. I love you deeply. (: <3
Comment if you want and tell me what your thankful for this year. I would love to hear about it. (:

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Today was an okay day... I guess.

So this whole week we have off from school due to thanksgiving. I have been stuck at home with my family for days and I am getting a little irratated. I mean I love them and all but I really can't take being home with them all the time, its totally driving me insane. I am kinda taking it out on my mom, I have been disrespectful to her and I really don't like it. Im not doing it on purpose. I'm just going to try to be careful and pay attention to myself.

Today I also went to go get my hearing aids. They blend in pretty well and they fit comfortably, but everything is so loud or its too quiet when I try fixing the volume on them. I can hear everything now that I couldn't before and its strange, weird. We used my uncles truck and it totally freaked me out because I could hear everything. Totally freaked me out. I am so thankful that I have my mom. She has helped me through this even though I really haven't talked about it, I'm not really sure how I feel about it other than I wanted to hurry up and get it over with. Now that I have them I don't really care. Its like whatever to me. When I talk I can hear myself speak now. And to me I think I sound loud so I try to be quiter but when I was talking to my uncle he said that  I wasn't loud. So I'm going to have to work on that.

Tomorrow I am going to my nana's house for thanksgiving. We will be staying in her RV. Also we will be seeing the Murphy's. So excited. I love that family so much. (:

My brother is also coming home tomorrow. For good I believe. We have to wake up early to go get him and sit through this long meeting. I hate meetings. They are so boring, and long. I miss him and want him to come home at some point but I really don't think that I can put up with him right now. He's super annoying at times, like a normal child, but I am afraid that Patches and him will get each other pissed off and lose it. Something we don't need at the house. She has done good lately so maybe it will be fine. But I will always have my guard up. Listening and paying attention to what is going on.

Saturday, November 19, 2011


So lately I have been good. I guess.... I can't remember if I told you guys about my house going up for sell but it has, I hope everything goes well for us and we wont have to move. I have made some "REAL" friends this year and I'm not surrounded with drama like I was before. I'm really proud of myself, and I have been working hard on becoming a better person. Not wanting to cause trouble, or looking for trouble. I really hate the feeling that something may happen and we have to move. I was made a promise that is looking like it wont be kept. I understand that it isn't their fault that it may go bad, but for once I'm happy with life. I'm enjoying it. There hasn't been anything with patches and my brother will be coming home shortly. I have the best of friends this year and I don't want everything to be ruined now. I'm just so extremely happy right now. Things don't need to go sour now. I'm having a little trouble in school but I'm working on making things better. I also found out that I get my hearing aids Tuesday.. Kinda excited but at the same time I'm nervous. I also talked to my aunt to talk to my uncle about assigning me to one of the people that work for him so I can go on calls and see what my life would be like being an officer. I wish you all a happy thanksgiving. And sorry that I have taken long to post again. (: