Latey

So lately I have been good. I guess.... I can't remember if I told you guys about my house going up for sell but it has, I hope everything goes well for us and we wont have to move. I have made some "REAL" friends this year and I'm not surrounded with drama like I was before. I'm really proud of myself, and I have been working hard on becoming a better person. Not wanting to cause trouble, or looking for trouble. I really hate the feeling that something may happen and we have to move. I was made a promise that is looking like it wont be kept. I understand that it isn't their fault that it may go bad, but for once I'm happy with life. I'm enjoying it. There hasn't been anything with patches and my brother will be coming home shortly. I have the best of friends this year and I don't want everything to be ruined now. I'm just so extremely happy right now. Things don't need to go sour now. I'm having a little trouble in school but I'm working on making things better. I also found out that I get my hearing aids Tuesday.. Kinda excited but at the same time I'm nervous. I also talked to my aunt to talk to my uncle about assigning me to one of the people that work for him so I can go on calls and see what my life would be like being an officer. I wish you all a happy thanksgiving. And sorry that I have taken long to post again. (:

Long time no Blog....

I'm terribly sorry that I haven't blogged lately. I really didn't have anything to post other than little high school things. Like my teacher cussing, or how there was this huge fight with this chick and dude. She threw a sprite can at him and hit his mouth and he started bleeding pretty badly. He didn't get in trouble though because the only thing he was doing was blocking her hits. It was horrible though because I was right there next to them and everyone wanted to see and get to the front so I was being pushed closer and closer which freaked me out. 


My ear is looking freaking awesome for those of you who care. I love it and the pain like I said was totally worth it. I am now able to sleep on the right side of my head now because it no longer hurts. Well it hurts right now because over the weekend my brother came for a visit ( he lives in a hospital) and he had accidentally thrown himself against me and it bleed and made a scab. But I totally love it and I am so happy I have it. Everyone at school loves it as well.


So you remember a while back when I had told you about the fake baby project for my early childhood development class? Well today I got my permission slip so we will be signing up very shortly. I am also very excited about that. (: 


I still have not got my hearing aids. But I should get them shortly I believe. Ill be happy when I actually get them and only have a yearly doctor appointment for them .


Also the people that own the house I am living in are trying to sell the house. Mom said they are looking for someone to sell the house to that will still rent to us. I hope this all works out so we don't have to move. I am already not doing good in school so if I have to move that will just be a big stress and take more time from school to catch up with the other school. But I have a feeling everything will be fine and work out just right. If not I will move in with a friend. Haha, yeah like that will ever happen or be a option. 

Yesterday's ENT Appointment

So yesterday I went to the ENT. I took the hearing test and the result where basically the same. I believe I heard that I shouldn't lose anymore. Also I had my ear molded. So I am now waiting on the hearing aids to be approved by medicade and within a month I should have my hearing aids.

I am so stressed out I have had migrane for two days. It won't go away no matter how much meds I take. I'm stressed out about school, and the hearing aids. I got a letter in the mail over the weekend saying that I have missed too many classes this semster and that in December I will have to sign up for waiver classes. I'm to happy about that but whatever I have to do to keep from being a freshman again or taking freshman classing again I will do.

I just hope that when I get the hearing aids that I'm not treated diffrently.

Yesterday & Today

Sorry I haven't been blogging, I have been having technical difficulties. So I guess I will be stating what has happened in the last 3 or 2 days.

Sunday my nana came to visit. She has been traveling for 3 1/2 months and she has finally come home. We have all missed her so much. I wonder if she knows I blog now? Oh well, I guess we will find out. I forbid her from leaving town like that agian. Lol

Yesterday, Monday. I had to go take a CAT Scan. I got a CD with the result on it but I haven't bothered to look at them. By the way its for my ears. I have taking this nasty liquid type of steroid. Someone had posted that when on steroids you should avoid salty food or it will make you bloat, every since I read that I have been paranoid. But I think my family eats pretty healthy so I have nothing to worry about..

My sister, what do I say about her that isn't off the charts mean? She is making it sooo difficult. Its hard to look at her let alone sit next to her on the couch. Its hard to talk to her, because when I hear her trying to talking to me I instantly become angry and want to her to shut up. Yesterday she came home and was talking to my mom about how she had a good day except for in the afternoon. And she started laughing. She said she almost got suspened from school because of the way she was acting all because of this guy she has a crush on. He says that he is intrested in older girls, and she is younger than him but she claims he never said he didn't like her. So I guess she's an exception? He claims he's in a gang. So he likes to beat up people and all kind of other crap. But she told us that she thinks its cool. Obviously there is something wrong with this. She said that he sleeps all day and never does his work. And that also is extremely cool to her. Why is that every thing she says is cool is extremely dangerous.

We went to the park yesterday and let the kids run around on the hills. After that we had to go grocrey shopping. So we went to Wal-mart and my sister decides to pick at the shelves and bang on everything. I asked her repeatly to stop, that she was getting on my nerves then she comes out saying that my mom whom is minding her own business was getting on her nerves. When we get home mom was ready to cook dinner. The pot we needed to use was dirty so my mom said that she would clean the pot. So she was trying to help my sister right? She completely flips. She starts the name calling and saying all these nasty things about my mom. She ruinned the freedom to have a door. Which makes it really hard for me to sleep. So I didn't get any sleep last night at all. I have a huge headache right now.

I am sitting in my 6th period class right now. I'm switching my screen from this to this current event that I have to summarize. Its for Early Childhood Development class. I can't wait until we sign up for the crying babies. That assignment is going to be so much fun and so easy.